So I’m never on here and it’s quite sad. Oh well. So I’ll start over again and try to keep up with my day to day.
Well I’m done being whatever he wants me to be. I’m done with him and his immaturity. He’s old enough to decide what he really wants and he should be able to make time to be with someone if he’s dating them. I’m no longer gonna sit back and endure it any longer I’m positive a year and a half is long enough. He can go find some other girl that will make him much happier than I ever did because apparently I was never what he is supposed to have. I have no problem in saying that because what he deserves is a girl that will treat him the way he treats others, like shit. I hope he finds her because maybe he’ll be happy. I just hope he doesn’t come back to me because it’s done and over with. I can find someone who is better. Someone who will treat me the way I should be treated. Someone who actually likes/loves me for who I am and not who I could be. I’m sure that when he told me he loved me, it was all a lie. I’m pretty positive it was..sadly I wasted my “I love you” on him. He never deserved to hear those words come out of my mouth. I just hope he doesn’t treat another girl the way he has treated me because no girl deserves it. Never have and never will.
Sorry for this long rant. I just needed to write it out and get it off my chest.
Other than that everything else is going pretty well..let’s hope it stays that way.
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i'm starting over because i feel like it was time to hit the reset button. i'll post my daily life, i'll post about issues and my opinions, and many different things. so check in from time to time :)
