March 2010
1 post
Don’t waste your breath, I don’t care to hear what you have to say.
February 2010
12 posts
I tried to be a picture perfect girl, but you were in your own fantasy world. Tryna control me like some kind of Barbie, but that just ain’t me
i’m so over high school. i hate the little kid drama and all that comes with it. a lot of people need to just grow up and not act like little kids. the level of respect is ridiculously low and its so annoying.
GMH →
givesmehope:
I’m in law enforcement, and one of my officers told me he attended church in a bad part of the city. He said that during the service, a drug dealer came in off of the street and put ALL of his drugs and a gun in front of the alter. He said call the cops, do what you have to, I give it all up today. God’s love and grace GMH
i’m so sick of the lack of disrespect thats been building up in so many people. last night i couldn’t help, but blow up because of the stupidity people have. people call me the mom of the group, i really don’t give a shit. at least i’m not the person screwing up things for myself. honestly, its the most irritating thing to see someone act so horribly disrespectful ALL the...
no one should have to feel the way i do…no one. i feel sorry for every girl or boy who has had to go through something like this. its ridiculously painful.
“ Today you are you, that is truer than true, there is no one alive that is youer...”
– Dr. Suess
Fml. Have a nice day. Hope it’s better than mine.
today has been somewhat disappointing, but dakota brought me some coca cola and i have a mound of snow in my front yard :) compliments of nathan and charlie :))
snow ball fight anyone?
January 2010
9 posts
who cares what everyone else thinks? its only what you and i think and if they have a problem with it then they can shut up. i don’t think that it should matter what they think unless there is something that is terribly wrong. oh well.
i’m really irritated with you and it makes me sick to even think about you..never ever thought i’d feel that way about you. you messed up so bad and i’m done.
super mega sore from my 2 hour workout at the gym today. also having a 2 hour dance class where we stretched, worked out, and of course danced, added to the soreness. oh well tonight i gotta get some much needed sleep and relaxing all night before bed should help the pain lol :D
today was way better than expected. :) feeling good about a lot of things!
So I’m never on here and it’s quite sad. Oh well. So I’ll start over again and try to keep up with my day to day.
Well I’m done being whatever he wants me to be. I’m done with him and his immaturity. He’s old enough to decide what he really wants and he should be able to make time to be with someone if he’s dating them. I’m no longer gonna sit back...
December 2009
4 posts
2009 is almost over..in less than 24hrs, it’ll be 2010. i will have left behind all the memories i made in 2009. 2008 doesn’t seem like it happened that long ago and i miss every part of it. especially b. he made my whole world better..now what am i left with? nothing, but a memory..
Seriously, life isn’t all about you so stop thinking it is..yeah we all can be selfish at times, but you are far beyond that.
its sad
to see how i can’t remember to write in this lol. oh well..
November 2009
26 posts
hates..
that she forgets to get on here and update this shit. :p
hopefully going shopping in the morning :))
today has been pretty fulfilling, but i really would love to watch my sister’s keeper..that would make my day :) i think i’m gonna bug my sister soo much that she’ll have to atke me lol
11/16/09
man oh man, i like this guy lol. sweetest guy and every time i talk to him i feel amazing..thats a good sign right? what am i saying..of course it is! hopefully i’ll get to see him this weekend lol oh and if you’re wondering? his name is doug lol :))
11/14/09
knew it was going to happen again, but this time i’m not trippin’ because i told you it was the last shot and you should have listened. i can’t sit back and watch you tear me apart because you have no idea what you want. you shouldn’t have ever said those things to me because you know that all they do is get my hopes up and when you do this it just brings me back down. so...
one day you’ll change your mind and i’ll be gone for good, you’ll wish that you never screwed up the 11 other chances i gave you..you’re the one who has come crawling back every time and i have taken you back because somewhere inside me i see a little ray of hope, but that light is growing dimmer and dimmer. i can’t put myself through all the crap i have gone through...
11/11/09
happy veteran’s day. thank you to all that have served, are serving, and will serve :)
11/9/09
well yesterday i found out something interesting..well a few things actually, but the fact that he talks about me with his mom and sister. also his sister talks about me and stuff is kinda nerve-wracking lol. oh well at least she knows who i am.
anyways..i fell asleep at school like 3 times and once at rehearsal. i’m seriously worn out and senioritis is hitting me hella hard lol. i’m...
11/8/09
forgot to post..nbd
had a cousin isabella and stephy day :) it was great lol she filled me in on boys, friends, and all the latest 10 year old drama :)
11/7/09
so last night was fun and very tiring and then having to wake up early this morning for SATs did not make it better lol. overall i don’t think i did horrible, so hopefully its all good. most likely gonna do it again in december just to bump up my score a little bit.
you are really starting to worry me because i’m thinking its all happening again and of all things i just don’t...
11/6/09
today has been pretty good i must say.
slept in till like 9
got to school and did barely anything
rode the bus after school with amanda, michael, fogle, and kathryn
went to the mall and got a few things from forever 21
came home and got ready for the game
went to the mhs game and was disappointed that they lost
saw a few cool people and had a good time :)
now me, michael, and fogle are at...
11/5/09
So last night I fell asleep around 7:30 and woke up at 10:51 to open the front door for my mom and sister and then went back to bed till 2:54am and woke up to check my cell, shut off the bathroom light, and shut the door. Then I fell back asleep and didn’t wake up till 6:55am. It was kinda ridiculous actually…I hate being sick. : / I could have stayed up to talk to him, but I...
11/4/09
only got like 35 minutes of sleep last night. i did finish my project :) almost fell asleep in every class today except for photo. i have to turn in my self portrait photo by next class :/
home alone for a long time and i really wish he would come over. then i wouldn’t be bored lol and i would get to see/hang out with him :))
i wore a lot of purple today..not bad though.
gonna have a...
its funny how ms.marks thought that i was gonna have a sonnet memorized today. its like, um hello? i’ve missed how many days? and i’ve been sick for like a week..i’m not gonna have a sonnet memorized. so i told her that and she just looked at me, smiled, and turned around to ask another kid if they had their sonnet memorized.
adding your parent's friends on facebook or...
so earlier when i was calling in our order for sopa thai my mom started yelling at me for no apparent reason and i was like ok ok mom i understand. so she was like oh, does that bug you? cause my friends tell me when you say stuff about me on your facebook and what not. they say your always saying ” i’m so irritated with my mom right now,” or ” my mom is being so...
weird mood.
i’m in the weirdest mood right now..i’m happy, but worried. then i’m sick and agitated. oh and then i just feel like oh whatever and completely careless..i really don’t know hah. i just hate it. its really bugging me.
11/3/09
so far so good :)) ahhh <3
so school was rather boring, but had its good points..rehearsal was almost completely pointless.
hopefully he’ll call me soon :) it would make things soo much better.
i’m still sick..yuck
so i have chemistry homework, independent study, a chapter 13 dejs, and a english project due tomorrow : / this is gonna be a long ass night.
i knew this was...
11/2/09
just stop asking me about this situation..i really don’t care.
so rehearsal today? complete bullshit. only about 9-10 of us actually showed up. everyone should have known we had rehearsal and people called others and told them, but they didn’t show up so we got bitched at for it..thanks for not showing up guys.
i figured that would happen so i wasn’t even trippin’ about...
11/2/09
Wow so I really really hate being sick :( I woke up last 5 times due to text messages and coughing : / but when I got online I talked to a couple people and they cheered me up for sure :))
Ok so being sick has it’s perks. My mom has been buying me stuff and completely spoiling me. She already bought me a $40 purse from target and $50 red lace up vans for my Halloween costume. Then...
11/1/09
Well today had been crazy, but fun I guess. It’s sp stupid how people go back and forth and tell you one thing and tell someone else another thing. Also if someone says that they’ll do something, but you know they won’t they’ll just try hiding what they are doing so you don’t get pissed off at them. It’s so stupid. Whatever.
How many times do I have to that...